Aku just nak say sorry sebab lama sangat tinggalkan kau. I'm really sorry. I left you for almost a year and didn't even try to reconnect to you.
I've made so much promises to continue my writing but my responsibilities really stop me to write.
Menulis.
Apa yang special sangat untuk kau Aliana?
I don't really know.
Mungkin bunyi keyboard yang sedang di taip.
Mungkin ayat ayat yang keluar dengan sendirinya dari otak aku.
Dan mungkin juga dengan menulis, Aliana sebenarnya membenarkan hatinya berbicara dengan cara yang paling mudah.
Writing really is something. I never doubt that.
So why I'm being so emotional?
Why I'm crying right now while typing this..
Maybe because I missed writing so much. and I realise that, no matter how hard I've tried to not fall in love with writing, I just can't. And it's been a year and now I know why I feel the emptiness in my heart.
It's because..I stop writing.
And I'm sorry Aliana. For being so busy with my work.
Let's do this. Let's stop making excuses and just start to write okay?
Cheer up! Let's start a new blog about your recent crush kay.
xoxo,
AlianaRahim
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